Why have I started feeling scared of words,specially when it comes to put them in black n white? On a piece of paper or on the screen of a laptop/computer like I am doing just now?Why this brain starts sending signals.........tomorrow....? Hahaha I never thought I am a writer,but ofcourse I wanna be one. I feel if I start thinking and then writing it signals.....SSSSSSSSSTOP,that is one of the reasons of not writing a WORD on the blog since almost a year ! I told myself,its easier to write than to speak words. Atleast when you are writing you can make corrections and edit ,its less dangerous....believe me.

I am trying to fall into a pattern of writing just to ensure that I don't totally give up on writing. You know I can easily give up or keep procrastinating writing,but the flow of thoughts continously keeps me awake and desirous of writing them on. See,the moment I begin to think and write I slow down,and when I am just playing with key pads ,they are like the notes of a Piano,sounding melodious and sweet.I have no idea where to start and where to end,its a journey that I am keen to undertake ,unfortunately where do I wish to go? Whats my destination? I have a strong hope in my heart with confidence that some day while trying my hand ( please read fingers) I will come to know my destination,i e what do I want to write about? How I want to? Here again,this HOW TO cannot be checked,I mean controlled? Once you start controlling How to write,it sure is going to kill the originality,no?